Kak syaza, what is your thesis research title? Mind to share?
I haven’t actually figured it out yet soooo 😂
What's your favorite vechicle?
Honestly, I don’t have one.
How do you deal with ?
With....?
Do you have a best friend?
I have many best friends.
Do you like to try different things or amongst those who are scared to leave their comfort zone ?
That depends. Most of the time I'd be out there doing different things, but there are times (like these days) when I just want to stay in and do what's familiar, just because I don't have the energy to do new things that often.
Is it better to be single or in a couple? Why?
Well, that depends on you, doesn't it? Some people prefer to be alone as it gives them more freedom and choices, others prefer to have a partner to share life with.That all depends on what you want to achieve in your life, and what are your priorities.Personally, I cannot say much because I'm married, but my husband (who was my boyfriend for 5+ years before we got married) has always been there for me, and we've shared a lot of fun trips and memories together, and I couldn't have asked for anything more than to share my life adventures with him.
Have you ever liked someone & never told them? Why?
Not really, no. I think with all my past relationships, I’ve always been upfront with my feelings. Heck, I took the first step with my relationship with my husband. He’s super shy and introverted that he didn’t want to make the first move, so I took it first.
What is the one thing you regret doing or not doing the most in your life?
Not maintaining the majority of the friendships I had. It’s one of the biggest regrets in my life - screwing up some of the best friendships that I have. I don’t talk to a lot of my good friends from the past, mostly because of a stupid misunderstanding that turned into something bigger, or just because we grew apart and stopped texting or calling each otherI think it’s partly due to the fact that in the past, I lost a friend dear to my heart. I’ve tried, countless times, to make the effort to fix the friendship. But it was a one-way street, I was doing everything I could to save it, but they couldn’t care less. So I gave up, I stopped trying, and I guess that thought just subconsciously followed me throughout the years?I’m not a good friend in that sense. I stopped reaching out to people because I’m afraid it’d be a one-way street again. I’m afraid I’d get hurt again. So I just stop caring. I stopped putting in the extra effort.And if it weren’t for a select few people who understood me and knew why I became this way, it would’ve probably killed me by now. Because although I saved myself from getting hurt again, it also meant that when I need someone to talk to, it gets hard (especially since these select few people are in different timezones than I am). I’m trying to find a way to fix it, or fix myself, but I’ve been acting this way for the better part of the last ~6 years or so that getting out of this whole mess is a tremendous challenge. So I’m sorry, if you’re one of the many, many people that I’ve ignored or stopped talking to or lost touch with.
What is something you think everyone should do at least once in their lives? 💕
Try out something new that is outside their comfort zone. It can be as big as moving to a new country, go bungee jumping or skydiving. It can also be something small but personal like standing up to a bully or fighting for what is important to you, even if it's not a popular decision.
name some of your fav animes & movies pls! ive watched some animes e.g. spirited away, 5cm smth, and your name. but... i cant seem to understand anime?
Well, I don't usually try out new anime unless I know I'd love them (which are usually recommended to me by someone who knows what I love). My favorites that I'd usually watch on repeat are Sword Art Online, Kuroko no Basuke, Ao No Exorcist, Detective Conan.I'm a fan of Disney / Pixar movies so I usually watch those over and over again (usually I put them up in the background as I study, it serves as background noise for me).
What is the most difficult age for you? How can we avoid these difficulties?
I would say my most difficult age was 21-22. Mostly because (1) I was having problems with friends, (2) I was struggling with my studies, and (3) I was personally having conflicts with myself about who I am and what I want to be.You can't avoid them - it's life. You just have to go through them, to push through and come out of it alive. What would make it better, at least, is to remember that life itself is temporary, that challenges are temporary. And that you'll make it out alright in the end.
Honestly, no idea. I'm not even home yet - still at the library. Would probably stop over at any random halal shops on my way back to my friend's place and buy some food for late dinner.
What are some small things that make you happy?✨
Hmm, let's see...(1) Getting a call from him, however short/long it is (2) A random stranger messaging / commenting about a post I wrote on my blog (3) My tutor saying "this is a good piece of work" for something that I felt was rubbish (4) A friend texting me (5) Eating chocolates (6) Re-watching animes / movies