3) other religious things - i was forced to get off my sexual drive (it was like pressure). So i masturbated 1-2 times in week and looked at porn 1-2 in month. But then suddenly i started to practice a new thing. And that was to loose sexual drive and lust. So i did it and practiced to loose it....
If you have abused your sexual drive permanently then this is a crime far greater than porn and masturbation combined. It is also a crime against your future spouse and progeny, and a defiance to the way that God created you, which is alone a major sin.
This life is nothing but a test, and what you're trying to do here is cheating. So repent to Allah and learn to have patience. Nothing is easy, and you need to man up to face the challenges.
This life is nothing but a test, and what you're trying to do here is cheating. So repent to Allah and learn to have patience. Nothing is easy, and you need to man up to face the challenges.