I've had a few so far <:seeing my brother and a handful of my friends graduate was amazing !! I'm really proud of them and I had a blast at their graduation parties ❤I met some super cool people in discord groupchats and made some new friends, something I never thought was possible being stuck at home and antisocial as heck!and I really loved seeing the beautiful flowers this spring. the lilacs are my favorite, they were as fragrant as ever, and I got a lovely surprise: after my grandfather's irises died last year, a tiger lily with seven blooms came out in the garden !!! they're red and yellow, my brother and I's favorite colors when we were kids. it must be a good sign ❤❤❤
thank you so much, I really appreciate it !!! waking up to see that 99+ on the notification tab was such a neat surprise, it's really sweet of you to take so much time liking my posts ❤
not very often tbh. my room was already very messy to start with, but then it was taken over by my parents for storage so I have even more piles of stuff all over the place that I can't move out. imo it's trashed at this point, I absolutely hate it. cleaning it up is such a daunting task that I've been avoiding it for a while now. even just looking at it stresses me out aah
ooh,,,,,probably insidious 0: I've been watching scary movies with my dad for all of my life, but that was the first time I ever got really scared LOL. that night, my brother, his friend, and I marathoned all of the paranormal activity movies before finishing with insidious around 5 am and it got me shook !!! of course watching it a second time with my parents wasn't that scary, but in the moment - surrounded by darkness, hearing my brother's friend scream, and already being scared - it seemed truly terrifying.
What's one thing you really want but can’t afford?
oh gosh,,,,,I have two things, actually.firstly, I'd really like to give my wardrobe a major overhaul. most of my clothes are from when I was a kid since I never really outgrew them; being so underweight, they always just kind of,,,,,fit, I guess? almost none of these old clothes fit my current 'style', and I feel pretty disappointed that I can't get new ones to accurately portray myself to the world. I don't like walking around looking like I'm twelve,,,,,I already look young, and people here treat you so differently based on age. no one my age wants to be friends with a dumb kid smh,,,secondly, I wish I had a nicer phone, particularly one with a nice camera since I love photography !! unfortunately, though, the only phones that my phone plan supports are outdated, meaning I can't upgrade without paying at least twice, if not three, four, or five times as much on a different plan through a different company. right now I have a moto g and it just isn't what I want, and it really upsets me that I can't get a better one ?
I do (: I tend to watch the news with my family in the evening to see what all is going on in the world, and I've been keeping a particularly close eye on the situation with north korea since my favorite girl group, red velvet, performed there pretty recently. hearing about more shootings here in the united states worries me a lot, though. it makes me nervous to go outside.
If you had amnesia tomorrow, what notes would you write for yourself to remember?
I'd write down only the essentials: notes about my usernames and passwords, who my family and friends are, and how to take care of my animals and plants. I'd let myself figure the rest out for myself, like who I am, what I like to do, etc in case my amnesia changes any of that!
definitely tv shows ? I have a hard time sitting through long movies to be honest, and it's much more convenient for me to watch an episode or two over lunch or dinner each day. it keeps you on your toes for the next one and it's really exciting (:
my succulents are propagating successfully !!! I'm really happy aah, I've got two of the three leaves that fell off while I was moving my plants rooting already - one has roots a centimeter long and the other is about half that length - and the third leaf is still healthy so it may root yet <:
Which do you think is more important: following the dreams your parents want for you or following your own dreams?
definitely following your own dreams (:no one should tell you what you do with your life (unless you're doing something illegal ofc). following your dreams and making yourself happy should always come first, not making others like you more or be proud of you for following what they want! life should be about taking chances and living to your fullest abilities, and it isn't truly living to be stuck doing something day in and day out that you don't enjoy, even if it makes other people happy.if your parents truly want you to be happy, then they'd let you follow your own dreams and let you be your own person instead of trying to control you and force you into things you don't want. I guess this situation fits well with some p!atd lyrics: 'if you love me, let me go'. sometimes you have to step back and let people figure things out for themselves; they need to do things on their own. you can't choose someone's dreams or what makes them happy since every person is different <:
goose sausage !! at least my uncle said it was goose sausage,,,,,I'm not sure if he was telling the truth or not lmao. as you can tell, I haven't eaten a lot of weird things
"Donald Trump meets Kim Kardashian to discuss prison reform." What is your take on this?
I'm not gonna lie, I thought this was a joke at first until I looked it up and saw that it wasn't <":my immediate reaction was something along the lines of 'what would kim know about prison and how it needs reformed ??', but yet again, after looking it up it actually makes some sense.I don't think that lady deserves to be in prison right now, but at the same time, I don't want to leave the message to the united states' population that you can get away with drug crimes and that they're okay. they are NOT okay. you can ruin your life by getting involved with drugs like my most recent ex did <": in my opinion, the punishments as they are now are not harsh enough. I'm tired of seeing people killed because of drugs, whether they were murdered, overdosed, or got into a car crash or other accident while using. please just make this epidemic stop. teach people that it isn't going to be tolerated and that their actions have consequences.overall, though, I find it funny that donald trump seems to be picking favorites. like sure, he'll meet with kim, but what about the other people preaching the same thing who would be way more knowledgeable about it? because, like I said before, my first impression was a 'what the heck does she know about this anyways' type of thing. many other people would be WAY more qualified to meet with him about this topic, but no, it has to be her specifically because she's famous and hot,,,,,,,ksdjflgjlsjdgd
I listen to a little bit of everything, so feel free to send some genres my way and I can find something more specific that you'd enjoy! my random favorites right now are these songs, though:(so cute,,,,,,,,,,,<3)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uZs1AHQBz24(this one has eng subtitles since it's in korean. there's an mv with clearer audio if you want to watch that instead, but I really like the dance so I figured I'd share that version !! I'm learning it rn, it's so fun LOL)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6_v8n_zb5ak(I hate the mv for this one, so uhhh have bts instead lmao)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MIOhs8M5Vhk
voltron: legendary defender <3 it sounds dumb to list something like this since I'm an adult and not a kid, but I really love the animation style and it's definitely targeted to an older audience !! many of my friends watch it with me and we're all 18 and up LOL
Girls, how long can ab opened bottle of liquid foundation last?
I stopped using foundation tbh, but my two bottles that I opened a few years ago are still doing okay !! I think there's a way that you can add water back into it if it starts to dry out, although how long the product in it actually lasts for really depends on how much you use it.
I'm actually not sure how to answer this one LMAO. I have severe anxiety, so I'm literally afraid to do everything.I worry about the things I say and do. I worry about what I eat and when I leave the house since my gi issues make me sick. I worry about handling animals properly, and I worry about my future. I worry about my fears and my negative coping mechanisms. I worry about failure. I worry about being a disappointment or even just little things in the 'fun' things I do like anatomy being way off when I draw. I'm afraid of existing and of the entire world around me.I'm afraid of everything.
I'll answer for both today and yesterday since I got this question yesterday <:yesterday was my brother's graduation party. it was hella fun !! getting to see old friends again was the highlight of the day, and talking to them was amazing - I'm so proud of them all <3the only highlight of the day today was when my cat finally ate something since she hadn't eaten a single thing for three nights. she's an elderly cat and she's had a lot of dental problems so this isn't the first time it's happened, although she wouldn't even touch the broth this time which was concerning. but it seems to be a bit better now since she finally ate !!!! I'm so happy aah, I was so worried about her. she's my baby <3
If you could choose to meet anyone on askfm in person, who would you choose? And why?
And yes, you can choose more than one person.
hm,,,,,this one is pretty tough!there are a few people that I look up to on here who I might be interested in meeting someday, although I'm sure they have absolutely no idea who I am and it would be incredibly awkward to namedrop them in case they do see my posts <":I'm not the most social person so I feel like I don't have anything more than acquaintances, but if I did have a close friend, they'd be my top choice for sure!