aah definitely a rap battle, even if it would be a guaranteed loss. I could never hurt anyone TTvTT
there are two times of year : autumn and waiting for autumn. innit?
somebody gets it ??autumn is definitely the best season, but it doesn't last for very long here. I wait all year for that one week of perfect weather to break the unbearable heat of summer, then it just gets ice cold and I have to wait again until next year LOL
I don't have one, but if I did it would probably be this song haha ♡https://youtu.be/7SyPSrGSWKw“I want you to be your light, baby you should be your light so you won’t hurt anymore, so you can smile more I want you to be your night, baby you could be your night I’ll be honest with you tonightnow promise me, oh, oh several times a day, oh, oh even if you feel that you are alone, oh, oh don’t throw yourself away, oh, ohhold on for a moment intertwine our pinkies and promise me now, oh, oh, oh, oh”
if someone ur usually mean to told u they were in love with u which is why the bugged you, how would u feel and what would u say
hmm this one is definitely tough. I guess it would really depend on the individual situation ?if I wasn't physically attracted to them, I wouldn't lie to them. I'd tell them that I didn't like them and that would be that.but if I thought they were cute, I //might// give them a chance to prove themselves to me on the off chance that they weren't lying.there's two different types of being mean: a joking mean (which can be taken in a hurtful way sometimes) and a spiteful mean (which is pirposely meant to hurt someone). if they had been joking around, I'd probably like them back at that point pfft. but if it was spiteful, I'd make it clear that they hurt me a lot and that winning me over wouldn't be an easy task.if they want to prove to me that they're sorry and that they can change, things might be okay. but if not, nope. no way. and there's no way that I'd date them or anything right off the bat in case they were lying to toy with me. they've gotta //really// show it. actions speak louder than words.
Is there something you eat or drink everyday? If so, what is it?
I try to have a banana every morning with my meds. I love bananas :Dand I usually drink body armor 24/7, a coconut water drink with a ton of electrolytes and vitamins! it comes in a lot of flavors (:I try to limit other drinks since getting these electrolytes and vitamins is important with my health issues that make me lose them rapidly. I used to drink powerade a lot for the same reasons, but it's quite bitter compared to body armor and I wasn't drinking enough so I switched over. I could drink gallons of this stuff LOL. I'll still drink powerade sometimes, though, and occasionally I'll treat myself to iced tea or lemonade ??I also tend to eat a lot of microwavable rice, instant soup, and saltine crackers on days that my stomach isn't cooperating. I really like rice a lot, especially jasmine rice !! brown rice is gross, though — I'm not a fan of the texture xD
If you had a choice to either feel no fear or feel no pain for the rest of your life, which would you choose?
definitely feel no fear. my anxiety is often crippling and it makes it hard to go outside on most days! my chronic illness has definitely led to many fears around being sick or eating in public.the good news, though, is that I'm currently on anti-anxiety meds and I just started a second one that helps to prevent panic attacks when I have to go out for appointments. I'm also scheduled to meet with my gastroenterologist at the end of august for an endoscopy (at last!!! we had ro put it off because I couldn't do the iv, but my psychiatrist is willing to work with them to medicate me in advance). so things are looking up ??
What is a fun fact that you would like to share for no apparent reason what so ever?
LOL genetics nerd here. while most domestic animals owe their colorful markings and patterns to the domestication process, horses had some really neat markings prior to human intervention! leopard complex patterns (think appaloosa markings, particularly those that look like dalmation spots) were found in horse remains from 20,000 years ago! that's //long// before horses were domesticated (which took place around 5,000 to 6,000 years ago). while a lot of colors in horses are indeed from domestication and careful (or careless) breeding, not all of the cool ones were (; most other animals can't say the same thing!
Describe your day with three emojis!
???oh man, this was hard xD there's never the right emojis LOL
you're not a potato, i'm the potato <3
aw, thank you !! I'm sure you look lovely, though ?
oh man, a lot !! I really want to hang out with friends, go to college on campus, get a dog and a rat, and have an indoor garden. unfortunately I can't do much right now with my chronic illness and I don't have room for more animals xD but someday~
Is there anyone that is interested in a photoshoot at new york at the end of august?
ah unfortunately I'm in ohio and I look like a potato !! but good luck on your search <:
Nike Air Max or Adidas Superstar?
adidas superstar! I like the design better & I think they're cute ♡
If i asked you on a date what would you say?
I'd say that I can't go out right now because of my health issues ;v;
A short relay: A daughter?or a son?? Cola?or Fanta?? By air✈or by land?? Mind?or beauty?? Apartment?or house?? Black◼or white◻? Strawberry?or banana?? Whale?or dolphins?? Анgel?or demon?? Sunny?☀or cloudy☁☔? Pass on to everyone you are following murr
daughter ?? fanta ? land ? I hate to say it, but beauty jsjsjjsjssj house ? white ♡ banana ? whale ? angel ?? cloudy ☁️
I currently live in ohio !! I'd like to live in a bit more of a rural area, but one close to a hospital and grocery store, maybe somewhere like new albany or delaware.when I was younger, I really wanted to move to upstate new york where my grandparents lived, but I've recently grown to appreciate ohio's tornado warning system and I don't think I could leave.
??What would you say to your young self and why?
I'd tell myself to convince my parents to let me get braces and get my ears pierced xD my parents were against both when I was a kid and I'm really sad that I didn't fight back since now my teeth are jacked up (and can't be fixed since I can't get molds made of my teeth with my emetophobia) and I'm too afraid of needles to have my ears pierced. I look like a clown lmao
Picture with your bestfriend?
unfortunately I don't have any since he lives in the uk and I live in america!
Do you believe the devil exists?
hmm not really, but I don't really know since there's no way to tell! I float somewhere between atheism and agnosticism.
Who is your best friend for the moment and why?
I'd say my friend callum !! we talk every day and he's a blast to chat with <: