back in second grade, don't remember the year but i was one of the most outspoken kids in school and i had so many friends.. where did all of that go??
What makes you lose your temper?
everything ffffff
Do you need any help?
yes. i need someone to help me be more outgoing and less afraid of failure /:
If you could choose to live anywhere in the world where would you prefer to live?
probably somewhere in up-state new york by the catskills where my grandma lives. the weather is so awesome up there and the forests and hills are just <333 plus there's so much old junk randomly lying around inside and outside of houses, you never know what you might find! when i was little i loved going up there to explore and find treasures. one of the best times in my life >v<
Which picture the best describes your city?
this is actually one of my friends pretty much sums up my life i have to admit .-.
we had to do this interactive class survey where you stood up and walked around to answer questions. i got told to step into the center if i was the first in my family to go to college in the future. dumb me thought they meant like out of your siblings like who will be going first so i stood up. but of course they meant if no one before you in your lineage has gone to college. both of my parents attended college for like 8 years apiece?? so now the whole class thinks my family is dumb and it's my fault :c some people even asked me about it since they thought my parents did and i was just like "it's complicated to explain." and walked away lmao too hard for me to say i'm an idiot atm so, my dear class, forget i ever existed. please.
When is the world going to end?
Sooner than you'd think.
How do you usually express your emotions?
I don't express them often, but when I do it's to people I'd trust with my life. I'd have to say probably by showing my emotions visually through expressions in private so no one else sees or just flat out ranting and pouring my heart's vomit all over them x3 Sometimes I do it over texts and such, it's much easier for me to be honest and not back out because of my social anxiety but it's harder to tell what they're thinking in return /:
Lyrics of your favorite song at the moment and a link to it's music video? <3
Afterhours by AJRDamn, now all the pretty teens and fake IDs around me. Where did they come from? Oh, we'll never look like all the models in the movies, We'll never know.But tonight, call your friends down, We're on our way now, And I feel like shouting, oh, I feel like shouting. Oh, tonight, it don't matter who you're from, Tonight we're 21 under all these lights. (Hey) I put my heart, I put my soul, I put my life in it, Look at me now. (Hey) We're feeling dumb with coke and rum, we raise a glass to it, The underdogs. oohh (Hey) I throw my fingers to the ceiling and I won't give in, Look at me now.Wait, give me a minute, just a minute, get my focus straight, They're looking bored. When did all my friends turn into fake IDs and skinny jeans? I don't belong.But tonight, call your friends down, We're on our way now, And I feel like shouting, oh, I feel like shouting. Oh, tonight, it don't matter who you're from, Tonight we're 21 under all these lights. (Hey) I put my heart, I put my soul, I put my life in it, Look at me now. (Hey) We're feeling dumb with coke and rum, we raise a glass to it, The underdogs. oohh (Hey) I throw my fingers to the ceiling and I won't give in, Look at me now.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHABsMIuFXc
What is the most interesting thing about your family?
We're weirdos that people dislike yet my family is friends with almost all of the other families around here?? Like how can that work?
How do you currently feel?
I actually feel really fantabulously good recently. Though I've had so many ups and downs over these past few years I feel like I'm starting to overcome them at last, and I've been happier recently than I've ever been in my life. This means I'll be busier enjoying life's potentials with my amazing school friends who care about me ever so much, and I just wanted to say that even though I might not be online as much anymore you guys still mean the world to me and I'll miss you with all my heart ❤I'll still try to check up every few days or so, though you probably won't see me posting - my depression is behind me and I just need some time to smile, you know? I've missed this happiness for too long and I need to re-live the life I've missed so much of while I was busy posting to try and hide in the shadows. It's time for me to step into the light and enjoy this life that I only have the chance to live once. I need to make it count for something while I can.This doesn't mean I won't be coming back, I probably will come back around eventually. But until then, I just need to be sharing my life with those I care the most for - my family and friends who I care so much about.
ketchup potato chips like they have in that foreign country we call canada x3
Hey yo! How long do you want to wait before growing our babes? Technically they can be grown now but I don't want to grow Rory until you're ready to grow Cale because I want them to stay like the same or whatever x3 So yeah I was just wondering what your plan was so I know what to do with Rory ^^