I think I'm going to play genshin impact today, although my brother just came home from college so I might hang out with him for a while after he wakes up 🥺
it feels like the exact opposite xD the past few years have been nonstop bad luck, like a series of unfortunate events. I feel cursed for real !!it really picked up at the end of 2021 when bad things started happening on a daily basis right before the new year. like my pet gerbil died, then my friends started fighting the next day, my grandparents got covid the day after that, etc. I didn't have a single break during that time.2022 was a turning point. things have been happening farther apart, but it's also more severe things that affect my whole family? like my grandma had a stroke (we think) and was going downhill, we weren't sure how long she'd live. then my dad's aunt died suddenly like a week later. and my dad got the news that his cholesterol is so high, there's a 1 in 5 chance of him having a heart attack within x number of years,,,,,even though his diet is normal and he's never had any problem with cholesterol in any of his previous bloodwork over the past year or two???I think we're all just burnt out and hoping for some good luck. 2022 can still redeem itself,,,,,
no, but I love it. ukraine needs all the help they can get!
why not get certificates or licenses? (^: should be less thyme, cuz you need 2 save it for cooking, better that way. There are also entry level jobs. Then, there are also not-so-nice jobs like cleaning and sweeping.
you seem to forget about my agoraphobia o:I'm pretty much homebound right now from my panic disorder, so I don't have access to these entry-level jobs you speak of. I can't go far without having uncontrollable panic attacks. I can't visit new, unfamiliar places or be on call with strangers. I'm considered legally disabled and it's really hard to find a job that can accommodate for that. hence why suggestions are welcome.I'm still taking college classes and don't have any degrees yet, so that limits my job search even further,,,,,my only option right now is to do art commissions for less than minimum wage, but it's not sustainable and it's hard to put myself out there to find commissioners in the first place
How do you like your eggs???
scrambled with a little bit of sharp cheddar and black pepper. sooo tasty qwq
Do you prefer gummy vitamins or regular vitamins?
I like gummy vitamins or those flintstones-type ones. I can't swallow a lot of pills so I have to go for chewable vitamins instead 🥺
Toast and jelly. Yay or nay?
yay! I love having it for breakfast 💜
How many coins do you have ?
3387. I'm not sure if that's a lot, I don't use the coins side of this site 😅
How old are your pets?
my family's cats are about 14, 14, 10, 8, and 8 years old. I can't believe it's been so long already,,,,,I remember when the last two were born 😭
how would you measure time if you didn't have a clock, and were stuck in space?
I'd probably try to track the movements of objects in space. you can tell time by paying attention to where things are if you know how long they take to move around, particularly with orbits. ancient civilizations did this with the stars and planets around us, also by tracking the phases of the moon (:if I couldn't use those, though, I'd probably guess by my body's sleep / wake cycle at the beginning? but when that gets disrupted, maybe by my hunger? I get really sick if I don't nibble food every 4-6 hours so I can sorta keep track of time by how cruddy I feel at any given moment xD
Truth or Lie: You like sweet wine.
lie. I've never had alcohol before so I don't know what wine even tastes like, but I do like sweet drinks in general so,,,,,perhaps??
What kind of fish do you like to eat fried fish or baked fish 🐟
all fish <3 it's one of my favorite foods
Would you ever want to be in an open relationship?
I have nothing against open relationships, but I think I'd get jealous which would be unhealthy ㅠㅠ I'd rather be in a relationship with closer boundaries.
Can you be in love with someone you've never met in person?
yep! I've met a handful of people who fell in love online and later got married in real life. they seem to have very healthy relationships so I'd say it's totally possible.personally,,,,,,,,I fell in love with someone online and we dated for quite some time long-distance. it didn't work out in the end, but my feelings were very real nonetheless.
Do you love road trips?
no, I get pretty carsick and it's hard to go far from home with my agoraphobia ): I used to love traveling, though! it was always fun to visit new places and familiar faces.
Are you gay or bi?
I genuinely have no idea what my label is //sweatsI know I'm either a lesbian or pan. it all comes down to whether or not my feelings towards specific guys are comphet?I could be a lesbian with raging comphet for fictional guys and feminine-presenting male celebrities, or I could just be pan with a preference for femininity. who knows,,,,,for now, I just call myself sapphic since it's non-specific and covers both options!
december 23rd 💜 ( I love your jimin profile pic! hi fellow army :D )
Do you enjoy being vulnerable with others?
yes and no 👀I think being vulnerable helps me cope with bad things going on in my life. it does feel good to get things off my chest - I'm relieved when I can vent to someone and I enjoy that feeling. it's like a heavy weight gets lifted off my shoulders and I can move on.at the same time,,,,,,I find myself being more openly vulnerable towards everyone in my life lately and it makes me uncomfortable. I don't have someone specific that I can vent everything to anymore, so it's more like,,,,,,oversharing to everyone out of desperation? I don't want to be vulnerable with these people, but it's hard not to.I also don't enjoy everyone knowing my greatest weaknesses, yet I publish them here on the internet for everyone to see LOL. nothing is more vulnerable than my answers here.
What do you like on your cheeseburger barbecue sauce ketchup or mayonnaise