no, very hot water only (: and usually baths over showers since standing for that long makes me dizzy,,,,,,I used to turn it to cold water when I was rinsing my hair since supposedly it's "better", but that's actually torture lmao
Did you prefer chocolate pudding vanilla pudding or butterscotch pudding hey 👋
chocolate 💗 my all time favorite pudding, though, is those snack pack pudding cups that are layered. 90s and 00s kids in the united states know EXACTLY what I mean
Ever been bit by an animal that wasn't a dog or cat?
many gerbils and a leopard gecko xDI've had nine gerbils as pets over the years and raised six of them from the time they were babies. a lot of them (especially the babies) were friendly and would let me pet them, but they'd bite my socks whenever I let them roam around outside their cage which would pinch my skin underneath. I don't think it ever broke skin, but it really hurt D:my last gerbil, jacque, always bit me if I put my hand in his tank unless I was giving him food. I got him as a rescue when he was already an adult, and no matter how much I tried to socialize him, he was just,,,,,straight up mean. he'd only let me touch him if he was busy eating, and even then, he made it clear that he wasn't happy about it LOL. it made him pretty charming, but I had to get him into a hamster ball just to clean his cage properly. dude would bite through gloves.as for the leopard gecko, my brother got a gecko named pip when we were in elementary school. he was usually very (very!) friendly and would lick me whenever I held him. he loved sitting on my chest or in a clothing pocket for warmth. he did bite a few times as a baby, though, since he was scared of us at first,,,,,,,and he bit me once when I accidentally grabbed him too quickly and scared him. but it never hurt at all, nothing compared to a gerbil bite!
no, I never went to church with my family. my mom is definitely a christian, but she wasn't a fan of the churches around here and decided not to go to any after moving to ohio. meanwhile, my dad had church shoved down his throat as a kid and was very happy to not attend anymore LOLthe only time I ever went to church was with a friend after weekend sleepovers, then she invited me to vbs a few times. it was really creepy, her church felt like a cult,,,,,?? that experience plus my grandparents using religion as an excuse to hate shaped my opinion about churches and religions in general.
Would you date someone of a different race or ethnicity even if your family or friends were against it?
yep! I already did in the past, half of my exes were poc despite my dad's family being racist jerks. I will love whoever I love regardless of their skin tone since it's my life!! no one can stop me (:
Do you like someone?
possibly,,,,,👀 I doubt anything will come from it since I'm too much of a scaredy cat to say it, but it's nice to experience happy feelings like this again nonetheless
I really like clingy people 🥺 I struggle with social anxiety, so having people who want to be around me and talk to me makes me feel really good! I love feeling important and loved. it means a lot to me when I walk into a room and people immediately gravitate towards me. even online!I'm just not a fan when people get TOO clingy or obsessive. like,,,,,the creepy type of clingy where people won't leave you alone even if you ask them to. when they give you no personal space at all or become controlling in your life. or even if they guilt trip you to try to force you to give them attention. bleh
Do you allow people to wear shoes around your house???
unfortunately yes, I don't make the rules and my parents wear shoes all the time. I'd prefer if they didn't. our floors must be disgusting.
no, but that doesn't stop me xD I've been working on dance covers recently and it's a lot of fun!
Why haven’t I had a period for nearly 2 months. I’m not in a relationship
if you aren't pregnant, it could be from low weight or hormonal problems. my periods were very irregular when I was at my lowest weight. it's always best to see a doctor just in case (:
no, I'm a 90s kid myself LOL. late 90s, but still 90s. we're still pretty young, even if we're adults!
Do you consider yourself privileged?
YES
or
NO
yes. I'm white and my family isn't poor. I have opportunities for my future that other people can only dream of. I am privileged.on the other hand, I'm not privileged from my gender and sexuality as an lgbtqa+ woman. I might also be neurodivergent like my brother, and everyone in my family has mental and physical illnesses (including me).despite that, I'm still very privileged in general. there's no denying that.
I need to work on homework and do my genshin dailies, although I'm waiting until after dinner to leave my room,,,,,my dad isn't in the best mood rn aksndfdnkfkrjfj. I'll just chill in here for a few hours and either play games on my phone or read webtoons
just get a job. America's about to hit hyper inflation lol
I've been job hunting for a while because I want spending money, but I can't find anything that works with my panic disorder, lack of experience, and no college degrees.I'm open to suggestions, though. tell me what jobs I can do from home that involve minimal social interaction. tell me what companies wouldn't mind hiring someone who's never had a job before and is still a college student. I'll wait (^:
Do you like sushi??
I love sushi, it's one of my favorite foods 🥺💗 I always get salmon and avocado, eel, or california rolls, but I also like tuna and shrimp mm 🍣
Skittles or starbursts?
starbursts 🥺 unless they're wild berry skittles, those are incredible
How often do you change phone background?
every month or two (: I changed it in december for christmas and again in february since I was sick of the holiday theme LOL. unfortunately, my phone had to be reset and I haven't restored my backup yet so it's just the default wallpaper rn ㅠㅠ
Do you have any nickname?
so many,,,,,,,,,,,,x"D my family calls me turkey most of the time. my friends call me mars, palla, or pallaya from usernames online, although a few call me becca or becks / becs from my actual name. and my korean teachers and classmates all call me hwaseong since it's the korean word for mars (:
Is mental illness a mental disability?
it's complicated,,,,,no, but also kinda yeah? but also very much no"mental disability" carries a heavy negative connotation of "lower intellectual functioning" so I really don't like that terminology. I'm //physically// disabled from my mental illness.mental illnesses can be physical disabilities if they're severe enough, like in my case. my panic disorder impairs my life day-to-day.the ADA defines a disability as a physical or mental impairment that substantially limits one or more major life activity. if I just had a little bit of anxiety, that isn't enough to qualify as a disability - it's only a disability because it prevents me from doing things.so,,,,mental illnesses CAN be disabilities sometimes, but not always.