The enlightenment you received from an experience?💫
I was watching a film, in the scene the main character was trapped and his death was certain to happen, he could not escape the inevitable and had to be the witness of his own death bound to happen. For some reason this triggered a panic attack and for two straights weeks I was bed-ridden with a constant none-stop fear of death, it was so intense I could barely lay still I felt as if I was about to die. Until one morning I woke up in complete ecstasy, when I opened my eyes everything I could see I could literally see everything as “ I “ I could feel it, sense it, in color in forms in perceptions literally everything that is experiential felt like it was merging into one experience which was “ I “ completely pure and untouched this I-ness had no sense of “ Me “ as if it was an identity with a self image, it was pure and everything was that purity, trees birds the sky, people I’ve never met before in my entire life their faces their voices all was that one single thing, I.
That experience lasted for a couple of months before fading away, and so often I can look at something and feel as if I am that but that experience wasn’t what mattered it’s every realization that came after that.
That experience lasted for a couple of months before fading away, and so often I can look at something and feel as if I am that but that experience wasn’t what mattered it’s every realization that came after that.
