No. But I'm afraid about the actions of other people. I'm scared I'll get hurt, internally as well as externally. Although I'd rather get hurt externally cause it would go awake eventually, whereas getting hurt internally lasts for who knows how long.
She doing good. The surgery went well. She finally came home from the hospital yesterday :3 she still needs a lot of assistance though, but that's no biggy. 2 months to recover though xP a looong time.