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Look in the mirror. What do you see?

A girl I don't know anymore. Why isn't she smiling or laughing anymore? Why isn't she the real her? Why isn't she good enough?

Apathy isn't the answer, it's the matter of sorting out you problems and find a way to solve it. It may take a while, maybe even a few years, but you'll find that solution eventually.

Meh...
I just want all of it to stop..
Sigh..

You will eventually, your period in life completely sucks right now. I know this because I speak from experience.

Yeah.. but, I could care less about the future right now.. what is affecting me momentarily is the past and the present... :/ ugh. I want to be numb forever.

Well you're not the first to say that, but ok I won't push you then. Just try to cheer up momentarily.

I don't know if I can ever cheer up...
Sigh..

Perhaps you should talk this out to someone and consider their advice?

I don't like talking to people about my personal stuff... I usually just keep it to myself. It makes me feel bad when I do because then they start feeling bad and have something to worry about and deal with when in actuality they don't have to have to deal with that.
Plus.. I'm a very, very unbelievably difficult person...

Your nightmares might be connected to any problems that you're encountering in reality.

Yes.. exactly.. I've figured that, and it's killing me... literally. ugh. I can't go a night without waking up crying, being scared to go to sleep, and or sleeping super late or not sleeping at all.

What did you dream about last night?

A nightmare... again.. sigh.
When will these nightmares end.. night after night after night.. ugh.
I'm really starting to not like sleeping anymore... I'm scared to sleep.

Same thing that other anon said. Your friends hate to see you sad. Things will get better.You never know. You're hurt, sad and i understand that. But you need to wake up and look at what you have now. You have awesome friends who care about you. Don't only look at the bad side of things (:

It's kinda hard not to think about the bad side of things.... thanks. But I'm really not getting any better....

You're not alone in this. We are not on this earth to see through one another, but to see one another through. When all this is over, we'll still be here and so will you. I can't really understand what you are feeling, but I can offer my compassion. I'm sorry that you're in so much pain.

Ugh.
Who are you.
And well this pain is what's making me fall apart as well as other reasons. I've never felt this kind of pain before and it sure damn hurts more than a lot.

Don't put yourself down, seeing you sad makes me feel like I'm dying.. I'm sure your friends feel the same. I know you're hurt and all, and it really isn't your fault. What happen to the girl I always see laughing or smiling? She looked way better. Trust me, things are bound to get better for you.

I'm sorry..
I don't really know who that girl is anymore... I miss her, a lot.
All I can do right now is to hope things will get better.

You know what they say, love is blind (: Haha you think it's a lie huh? I don't blame you. All that aside I still look at you and smile like an idiot.

It is a lie. And you probably smile because it's funny how worthless of a person I am.

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