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woogyu; woohyun dragging sunggyu onto a ferris wheel and they battle uncomfortable silence

From the moment they get into the Ferris wheel car, an uncomfortable silence takes over, and as they rise higher and higher Woohyun begins to regret dragging Sunggyu onto it in the first place. "The view is nice, right?" he asks, rather weakly. Sunggyu nods without looking, though, continuing to stare intently at his lap, and Woohyun can't think of anything else to say.
It's not until they're at the very top of the wheel that Sunggyu suddenly blurts out, "I'mscaredofheights."
Woohyun stares. "Come again?" he asks.
"I'm. Scared. Of heights," Sunggyu repeats, tone somewhere in between irritated and terrified, and it'd be funny if his face weren't so pale.
/Oh, fuck,/ Woohyun thinks to himself. "I am so sorry," he says, "I didn't mean to --"
"I know you didn't mean to," Sunggyu cuts in. His knuckles are starting to go white with how hard he's clenching his hands, Woohyun notices.
"I'll remember that next time," Woohyun promises, reaching over to awkwardly pat Sunggyu's knee -- he's pretty sure that's not going to make Sunggyu feel any better, but he can't think of anything else that might reassure him. "Is there anything I can do to help in the meanwhile?"
Sunggyu looks up for the first time. There's a moment of hesitation, but then he reaches out and grabs Woohyun's hand, clutching at it like a lifeline. "I'm going to close my eyes now," he says. "Tell me when it's over."
A few minutes later, they finally reach the bottom again. "Thanks," Sunggyu says quietly (Woohyun immediately stores it into his memory banks -- it's not a word he hears often from Sunggyu), but when he tries to let go, Woohyun holds on.

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eeeeee school 2013 anon loves you kit unnir!!!

i love you too anon!! ♡♡ school 2013 is great, i always want to write more of it (even tho i rarely actually do ahaha... ha...)

ummm woohyun/myungsoo school 2013 au!

in which woohyun=minki and myungsoo=namsoon, kind of. i didn't really stick with the exact plot and characters of school 2013.
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The day after the rumors start going around, Myungsoo comes to Woohyun before the start of class: he puts a hand on his shoulder and asks him, quietly, if they can talk outside of the classroom. "Alright," Woohyun says carefully, taking his time as he closes his book, gets up, and smooths out the wrinkles at the knees of his pants before meeting him in the hallway.
"Don't let it get to you too much, Woohyun," Myungsoo says. "You know how things are. The moment something else happens, everybody will forget all about it."
"I know," Woohyun says, but there's a part of him that wants to explain that it's not just the rumors, it's the pressure (from his mother, from the teachers -- but the most stifling pressure is that which he puts on himself), it's the pretending to be somebody he's not (perfect Woohyun with his wide smile and good grades and beautiful voice), it's the self-loathing for letting it all happen to himself, never doing anything to stop it. He hesitates, and for a second it all threatens to come out -- the moment passes, though, and he doesn't say anything more.
Myungsoo stares at him, and Woohyun can tell he doesn't really believe it. But Myungsoo just shrugs and says, "If you're sure."
The easiest and hardest thing to do is force a smile, but lately, Woohyun's getting better at it.

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you wrote me krisyeol (▰˘◡˘▰) i'm very happy kkkk thank you n_____n

you're very welcome (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

taoris; kris trying to seal the deal after their fifth date

i'm sorry this isn't porn, but sexually frustrated unsuave kris is my favorite kris n__n
also, i'm giving up on 3 sentences, it's too hard. i keep abusing punctuation to get things to work /o\
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"So let me get this straight," Chanyeol says slowly. "You've been on four dates already, and you still haven't managed to kiss him even once."
"You don't have to say it in that tone," Kris replies, slightly miffed.
"Sorry, man, but if you don't think that makes you sound lame, you're just wrong," Chanyeol informs him. "/Four dates/, Kris. That means you've been going out for, like, a month? There are snails that move faster than your relationship is going."
Kris opens his mouth to protest, but finds he has no argument.
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Date number five goes something like this: they meet up at a coffee shop on a Friday evening, because Yixing and Lu Han had invited them to listen to them play a set. Kris gets a caramel macchiato and Zitao orders chai iced tea, and they grab at a two-person booth so cramped that they have to shove their knees between each others' to make their legs fit under the table. For a while, they just sit around and chat, only stopping when the lights in the shop dim and the performance begins. "They sound really good," Zitao says in between songs, smiling slightly -- in the half-light, Kris can see the sheen on chapstick on his lips. Chanyeol's voice echoes in his head ("if you don't think that makes you sound lame, you're just wrong") and Kris attempts to will it away to no avail.
The set ends, and Kris can't stop staring at Zitao's lips -- he's pretty sure Zitao's saying something to him, but all he can do is nod numbly. /I'm gonna do it,/ he thinks to himself, a certain steely determination-definitely-not-desperation to the tone of his thoughts. /I'm gonna kiss him./
He takes a deep breath and leans in just as Zitao gets up. His forehead makes impact with Zitao's shoulder. "Oh my god -- are you alright?" Zitao asks, reaching over to put his palm over Kris's forehead, as if to check for bumps and bruises.
The only thing injured, Kris reflects, is his pride.
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idk i ran out of steam, sorry /o\

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how do you feel about the hippo song :3

after clicking on the link, i laughed for ten minutes straight (no exaggeration) and then asked myself, "what is wrong with me?!"
i don't understand why anybody would make such a thing or why it is so entrancing to me, but it made last night a little funnier to me n__n

Ok, taohun on their first date.

i'm sorry this took 14 hours ahh /o\ (by the way, this is directed to anybody in general but with this i've cleared all the 3-sentence prompts in my inbox so if anyone wants to throw a few more my way, now is probably the time n__n)
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Zitao's not sure what counts as a date, really -- whether shopping at the mall or eating at a restaurant together is really a /date/ if both people going are careful not to do anything that could be misconstrued as something beyond friendship, just in case somebody's watching -- but if he had to pick one to be The First, it'd be when Sehun had taken him to the Han River. They'd walked along the riverfront, so close that their hands brushed against each other when their steps aligned just right, and kept on going until the sun started going down.
They didn't kiss, and they hadn't even quite managed to hold hands, but the sunset had been beautiful.

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umm hi. awkward anon here, i just want you to know that you're awesome ;;

you're too sweet, anon ;u; i'm honestly really touched, thank you for your kindness ♡
also, no need to feel awkward! i am also super awk all the time so i understand that haha /)///(\

which kris pairing do you wish you could have seen reunite after his absence?

this is a close one, but taoris!! i feel like he's probably the one who would've missed him the most.
runners-up: baekhyun, chen

but you don't look like my unnir at all. you look like my dongsaeng <3

puffs cheeks out indignantly
even if i don't look like your unnir, i'm still your unnir okay!!! >:(

cutest unnir (●‘∀’●)

if i'm your unnir, i should be saying that to you!! cute dongsaeng (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

omg literal sparkly eyes!! tysm jiejie, sebaek anon wuvs you <333

i'm glad you liked it, qt anon (ღ˘⌣˘ღ) sebaek is one of those pairings i've always kind of wanted to write for but never actually have, so i enjoyed doing them uvu

do you like waffles? do you like french toast?

unlike the pickles/sardines question, i actually have very strong feelings on my breakfast foods
1. i love waffles! also, waffles >>>>>>> pancakes. i have had entire conversations on waffles v. pancakes and waffles are just superior.
2. sometimes, i don't like it if it's too sweet.

Do you like sausages? jkjk, what's one pairing that would like to see more fic for?

sukai!! and tao pairings in general uvu

are you okay with anons linking your ask.fm on meme?

for the most part, i don't mind. it's been linked to my lj for a few weeks now, so it's not as if it's a secret or anything.
i think it enters a gray zone bc i was not the one who posted it to meme, but i don't mind it if anons want to ask me fandom things or do the 3-sentence fill requests -- as long as it's fandom-related and not creeping that's ok with me n__n

Do steampunk ignitionships.

i realized as i was writing this i know nothing about steampunk haha oops.... i tried. i also cheated it's 4 sentences whoops
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Volkner puts together the ship with discarded parts, scrap metal, and a little bit of creative thinking -- it's a minor miracle that the thing even works. "It's a piece of shit and probably full of safety hazards, but it's a piece of shit that moves," he says, and shrugs -- "So are we leaving or not?"
"Like you even had to ask," Flint replies, and grins. They leave Sunyshore the next morning.

THAT FIC that fic wrecked me in the best way, such a good example of fic at its best.

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i'm rereading it now and it's still great ;~~; i'm just so sad it seems like that was the last fic the author wrote (on that account, at least)

what's your favorite live performance for any group?

the troublemaker stage at the gayos (i think?) where hyunseong got a boner onstage and looked terribly uncomfortable
OK NO, that was a lie. i think infinite and shinee are the best live performers, so i knew right off the bat i was going to pick one of their perfs, but it was really hard picking one Q__Q i ended up going with that one lucifer performance because every idol group should probably have a stage where they're chained up: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=id71wB1YSN0deplore’s Video 30896606464 id71wB1YSN0deplore’s Video 30896606464 id71wB1YSN0
if non-kpop is permitted than my favorite live perf is this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXGyQk3kO4Mdeplore’s Video 30896606464 OXGyQk3kO4Mdeplore’s Video 30896606464 OXGyQk3kO4M

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