At first I was because I've never been before. And when you think that your parents are meant to grow old together and that doesn't happen, it kind of makes you afraid of love itself altogether. I know I'm in love now, and it's not so scary as I thought. At first I was in love with the thought of being in love only because I was afraid my spirits would be crushed. But eventually I came over that fear, and I'm glad I did because with him, I'm probably that happiest I've ever been in the past 3 years. Being in love isn't so scary if you are fully commuted to the relationship and you trust. Trust. Trust eachother.