Fuck i almost forgot about this account ive been laying low doing nothing absolutely nothing its the safest thing I can do and also the most torturous the boredom is eating me alive you lie to yourself try to forget the past but the voices never stop and the dreams always recur and you know the journal must be opened and you fear that any day theyll come for you again but its weird you know i kind of miss them i think they've broken me
Would being a god/demon be so bad? You get cool powers and maybe that would be the best way to get even with the Observer, it would be pretty badass to be a god that can travel through time and manipulate space if you think about it.
Something tells me that comes at a cost. A cost that I don't want to pay.
Do you think HABIT might have actually been trying to help?
Probably, if only for his own benefit. I know he's using me, but if Firebrand is working with him, how bad could it be to receive such helpful knowledge?
You said on your Twitter about what could possibly be premonitions or a direct contact from Firebrand. Does it have a pattern of when they are happening, or are all or some of them are based on a specific topic?
It seems to range from knowing what people are going to say seconds ahead in news reports to entire scenarios that don't make sense yet, Milo sitting in the chair with a gun was one. It all happens at random and is completely unpredictable.
With everything that's been happening with you how on earth do you manage to keep your sanity? I know I'm on the verge of a breakdown nearly every day....