I was in doubt of purpose, of feeling ineffective towards others, and rather I was on right standings with God.
Ok we've all been there at some point..if you're feeling that way there is a reason. Only you and God know if you are in good standing so examine yourself and you may not see where the problem is so ask God to show you through prayer. The feeling of ineffectiveness could come from you knowing that there is an issue and feeling like you can't possibly win someone else over as a result. Purpose is another thing that'll take continuous seeking, prayer, fasting etc. purpose is something everyone wants to know