Have you ever felt like you have nothing else to live for? I have that feeling now, and i dont really know want i want to do with my life.
I have gone through that since I was a kid. I struggle every day to keep myself sane and I am not going to lie I have tried in the past to end things before they began. I'm in NO WAY saying to try it. But I am glad I didn't succeed because I have come to know some amazing people and have had some amazing times in my life. Mainly because I didn't want to worry about life getting older and older, I was more sad that I was not living, and when I say Living I don't mean opening my eyes everyday and breathing. I made sure that whatever I earned from work (at a shitty job serving ice cream at Baskin Robbins) and I got my ass to Europe. It took me a long time but when I had the money I used it.
That was back when I was in my early 20's, Now I am in my early 30's. I have finally seen what makes me happy and what I want to do with my life. It took me a while but I am here now and I have lost some friends and loved ones and I have had my shares of defeat more than the taste of victory. But the things I savoured the most was proving all those who wanted to see me fail Wrong. Life is full of sad moments that will hurt a lot more than others but I am not lying or bullshitting you because I don't want anyone to do that to me, when I say That Life IS worth living. You will get to where you want to be. You WILL find what you are good at. We are lucky enough to live in a time where you can become successful for just about anything these days. Though my goal seems a far away place, there have been times that remind why it is a goal. Just please take a deep breath, put on some music and lay down. Don't do anything else. Just lay on your bed and close your eyes. When you wake up the next day it will be a new day. There are no deadlines in life, Anyone ever tells you anything like that has there head up someplace where the sun don't shine (They're ass).
I don't know who you are, but I can assure you that you are NOT the only one who feels this way. This means you have passion to do something to make a difference in anything. I BELIEVE IN YOU and I know I cannot be the only one, but if this is the first time you have heard that being told to you then all that will be asked of you is to PLEASE believe me. Please Be Safe and above all Don't Give Up (HUG).
That was back when I was in my early 20's, Now I am in my early 30's. I have finally seen what makes me happy and what I want to do with my life. It took me a while but I am here now and I have lost some friends and loved ones and I have had my shares of defeat more than the taste of victory. But the things I savoured the most was proving all those who wanted to see me fail Wrong. Life is full of sad moments that will hurt a lot more than others but I am not lying or bullshitting you because I don't want anyone to do that to me, when I say That Life IS worth living. You will get to where you want to be. You WILL find what you are good at. We are lucky enough to live in a time where you can become successful for just about anything these days. Though my goal seems a far away place, there have been times that remind why it is a goal. Just please take a deep breath, put on some music and lay down. Don't do anything else. Just lay on your bed and close your eyes. When you wake up the next day it will be a new day. There are no deadlines in life, Anyone ever tells you anything like that has there head up someplace where the sun don't shine (They're ass).
I don't know who you are, but I can assure you that you are NOT the only one who feels this way. This means you have passion to do something to make a difference in anything. I BELIEVE IN YOU and I know I cannot be the only one, but if this is the first time you have heard that being told to you then all that will be asked of you is to PLEASE believe me. Please Be Safe and above all Don't Give Up (HUG).