nothing since it's 6 am and i'm still awake d:actually one thing can - hugging guys i like ;////o////; but it wouldn't work out. as in they both hate me now because i'm not hot.and i hate them.. thANKS A LOT YOU JERKS IT'S NOT LIKE I DIDN'T KNOW I'M UGLY. YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO POINT IT OUT AND DITCH OUR PLANS TO GO TO THE PARK.it's not my fault, you just randomly showed up at my house and expected too much of me. I CANCELLED PLANS LAST MINUTE ONLY TO BE DITCHED SO I WENT ALONE AND CRIED FOR TWO HOURS STRAIGHT. FUCKING FUCK YOU.if they even tried to talk to me i'd probably punch them in the face. not after that. i'm too emotionally unstable to have them in my life. men are jerks don't ever date one.ALL OF MY POSTS TURN INTO RANTS I'M SO SORRY
What would you refuse to do for a million dollars?
kill myself, break a bone, etc. nothing physically harming unless it's worth it OTL
What is the one thing you always wanted as a kid, but never got?
a trampoline ;-;
show my a funny picture plzzz
someone else found this first and showed it to me on the jbd fanclub chat but shh no one needs to know that c;
How would you describe your country in three words?
cheap, lousy, seriously
Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
taylor, and all night too. literally ALL NIGHT <33333333333333333
If you could change one thing in the world, what would it be?
myself d:
Where were you born?
where i live near columbus ohio haha
What is your biggest fear or worry?
that i'll mess up in front of someone..
i burnt it
my microwavable bacon, how does one do that? Q A Q pffft i thought it was supposed to be easy to make
do you like yourself? (be honest!)
partially.. i mean i hate how i'm always afraid of losing friends that i change who i really am inside. i hate how gullible i am, how i can't have nice clothes like other people, how my hair is a freak, how my body hates me with being too skinny and sickly. i hate how other people see me and ignore me. but at the same time i love being me, and having friends who will stick by my side (not always friends who live near me, you guys online are really close compared to my friends in person) and pets who i love and who will always love me back no matter what. there are so many good things about myself and my life that i love now that i see them.life always gets better, and i mean i know that first hand. its been so much better recently than it was in the past, and to those of you guys who got the same question and hate on yourselves you have to know that nothing lasts forever and the hate will go away. you have to learn to love yourself for who you are so you can move forward, no matter who you are there is always something amazing about you. if you don't see that, i recommend watching the video below. even though it may seem funny at the beginning, it brought me to tears more than once and made me realize that i'm so much more than the nothing i thought i was. you all should realize that <3http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ltun92DfnPY
i could never, but i've shot guns before at just plain old targets.
Who or what made you smile today?
i stayed up all night talking to the guy i like. he then went to the store to buy a box of condoms at 8 am, and i asked him to buy me some orange juice but we live on opposite sides of the roadand he couldn't get me any so i got upset so he goes into the store, gets the condoms, and goes to check out. he has 7 bucks, but the price with tax is 7.01 dollars and he freaks out and has to ask some stranger for a penny so he can buy his condomsYOU KNOW YOU IN THE GHETTO WHEN YOU CAN'T AFFORD CONDOMS and when you see a five year old who is shirtless riding a bike with a two year old standing on the back who has a mohawk and they are cussing at each other
If only one book existed, which book would you like it to be?